somehow the holidays feel more empty than during school curriculum. sighhh (do i miss you)

sometimes en route to school to study, i wonder what is my purpose in life, what are my ultimate goals and how am i gonna achieve them?

somewhere in bishan, i lay wide awake on my bed, thinking, reflecting, hoping, yearning...

somewhat deep philosophical thoughts flood my mind as i toss and turn on my bed, questions feeding more questions, puzzles encircling puzzles; im drowning within.

The abyss.