Fuck my life.
Although I expected just as much, the pain of failing, not meeting up to standards was terrible. It was pain beyond pain. Numb was the word. Numb.
I feel stupid. Alone, as others rejoiced. Shunned out from everyone.
But the sun still shines, the moon still wanes, the waves still crash. Life goes on. I should go on. This is all but an obstacle life threw at me and I have to tell myself to face it like a man.
So, suck it up and carry on.