Update on today:
- went to school, greeted and chat with by lovely sunshine bakery uncle and auntie :) they so cute~
- finished up chem homework yay!!
- finished math tutorial 10 maclaurins series yay!!
- finished the math revision package 7 qns yay!!
- went home to clean up house yay!!
- slept on floor, woke up without flu anymore yay!!
- went for run, but stopped at 6km due to rain awww :'(
- watched final episode of 秋香遇见唐伯虎 yay!!
GOOD DAY YO :D
AND CHEERS TO THE END OF OLVLS~~ SEC 4s, YOU HAVE WORKED HARD 辛苦你们了！
Friday, November 16, 2012
Sunday, November 11, 2012
My final gift to you
i guess i do not have the courage to say it directly to you. so i shall say it here.
life's been tough adapting to the changes, the absence of your scent, the absence of your smile, the absence of your chiding and most importantly, the absence of your presence. i wish you suffered less than me, i wish you enjoyed your time with friends, i wish you smiled, if not for me but i dun mind. even as friends i lack the courage to say hi to you, regretting as i saw my way out of reading room and you following along the queue. that day, i resisted the urge to ask you, to ask if u did fine - ur very best and to congratulate you in your journey towards the end of pw, the end of exams, the end of our end, for best or for worst.
tomorrow, you will embark on a trip overseas, 2 weeks of fun with friends and hopefully that will get your mind off me and my mind off you. i cant really say ill forgive you for stealing my heart, neither will i forgive you for giving it back. rather, i hope you will know that at least we have been through a lot together. i still remember the fireworks and lights display, our first night out at that very spot and we got lucky. not sure if it was destined or by luck, but im glad i got to see it with you.
i hated pw, not for the strenuous workload, not for highly helpful teachers, but because you suffered sleepless nights over it. i hated pw for the way you are allocated your group, i hated it for making you work triply or even quadruply hard, i hated it that i couldnt help you more... everytime you ranted about pw, my heart pains for you and i really wished to hug you even tho we are miles apart.
parents, they bring you up they can bring you down too. that night, i shed tears knowing you shed tears. i know its impossible to be true, but it is. i yearned so much to hold on to you, but i know your heart may be with me but your body is not. i dun hate your parents, i dun begrudge them, i dun blame anyone, certainly not you. time and time again, i tell myself i can wait, i can hold my flame in my heart, i can do it. time and time again, you told me to give it up. now i know you had my best interests at heart, that one day should fate really deem us together, we will ultimately walk down the church aisle together.
sometimes life really plays people; we go through good times and bad times, but we dun laugh through good times only - we laugh through bad times, we learn to pick ourselves up and be a better person. we shouldnt ask why it became like this, but rather how we can reflect and learn from this.
life aint easy, but life aint tough either. i trust you will lead your life as fulfilling and enriching as i live mine. jiayou and press on, pres.
life's been tough adapting to the changes, the absence of your scent, the absence of your smile, the absence of your chiding and most importantly, the absence of your presence. i wish you suffered less than me, i wish you enjoyed your time with friends, i wish you smiled, if not for me but i dun mind. even as friends i lack the courage to say hi to you, regretting as i saw my way out of reading room and you following along the queue. that day, i resisted the urge to ask you, to ask if u did fine - ur very best and to congratulate you in your journey towards the end of pw, the end of exams, the end of our end, for best or for worst.
tomorrow, you will embark on a trip overseas, 2 weeks of fun with friends and hopefully that will get your mind off me and my mind off you. i cant really say ill forgive you for stealing my heart, neither will i forgive you for giving it back. rather, i hope you will know that at least we have been through a lot together. i still remember the fireworks and lights display, our first night out at that very spot and we got lucky. not sure if it was destined or by luck, but im glad i got to see it with you.
i hated pw, not for the strenuous workload, not for highly helpful teachers, but because you suffered sleepless nights over it. i hated pw for the way you are allocated your group, i hated it for making you work triply or even quadruply hard, i hated it that i couldnt help you more... everytime you ranted about pw, my heart pains for you and i really wished to hug you even tho we are miles apart.
parents, they bring you up they can bring you down too. that night, i shed tears knowing you shed tears. i know its impossible to be true, but it is. i yearned so much to hold on to you, but i know your heart may be with me but your body is not. i dun hate your parents, i dun begrudge them, i dun blame anyone, certainly not you. time and time again, i tell myself i can wait, i can hold my flame in my heart, i can do it. time and time again, you told me to give it up. now i know you had my best interests at heart, that one day should fate really deem us together, we will ultimately walk down the church aisle together.
sometimes life really plays people; we go through good times and bad times, but we dun laugh through good times only - we laugh through bad times, we learn to pick ourselves up and be a better person. we shouldnt ask why it became like this, but rather how we can reflect and learn from this.
life aint easy, but life aint tough either. i trust you will lead your life as fulfilling and enriching as i live mine. jiayou and press on, pres.
Monday, November 5, 2012
Friday, November 2, 2012
My sketches :O
My first sketch. 
My second sketch.
My third sketches.
My last sketch.
Woohoo. i think i am a budding artist in the making oooo lala~
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
ahhhh
i need to buck up!!!!!!!!!!!!
life's pretty shitty now with pw and no one to spend time with...
gone were the days i spend time outside
gone were the days i played around
gone were the days i thought of you
gone, all gone. faded gradually into the depths of the shadowless bottomless abyss.
but ill keep it, ill harbour hopes for the future, ill think positive, ill cheer up, ill man up, ill be myself.
because im Isaac, and all Isaacs will never give up, never think negative, never say never.(no, i dun like bieber for the record)
meanwhile, enjoy life and absorb experience. i shall be the best person i can be.
life's pretty shitty now with pw and no one to spend time with...
gone were the days i spend time outside
gone were the days i played around
gone were the days i thought of you
gone, all gone. faded gradually into the depths of the shadowless bottomless abyss.
but ill keep it, ill harbour hopes for the future, ill think positive, ill cheer up, ill man up, ill be myself.
because im Isaac, and all Isaacs will never give up, never think negative, never say never.(no, i dun like bieber for the record)
meanwhile, enjoy life and absorb experience. i shall be the best person i can be.
Friday, October 19, 2012
放手
我决定放手让你走。
想通了，明白了，了解了。
因为你爱我，才狠心下定决心不爱我。
因为你爱我，才忍心放我走。
因为你爱我，才放心把我放走。
因为你爱我，我爱你。
明了了一切，我尊重你的决定，希望你也可以找到你的幸福。
现在不是我，将来可能是我。命中注定，任天主宰吧。
请你容许我再说一次，也是现在的最后一次。。。
我
爱
你
想通了，明白了，了解了。
因为你爱我，才狠心下定决心不爱我。
因为你爱我，才忍心放我走。
因为你爱我，才放心把我放走。
因为你爱我，我爱你。
明了了一切，我尊重你的决定，希望你也可以找到你的幸福。
现在不是我，将来可能是我。命中注定，任天主宰吧。
请你容许我再说一次，也是现在的最后一次。。。
我
爱
你
Monday, October 15, 2012
why guys have PMS too
Dear girls,
we guys have personal mood swings (PMS) too. when we see you complimenting a stranger partnered to you, we get jealous. when we want to be in a same group as you but you get paired to another guy, yes we get jealous too. when we ignore you, we are pretending and in fact want you to care, want you to initiate and want you to tease us for our childishness. and we love it alright. what you girls love, we guys love it too.
guys love attentive girls.
guys love sensitive girls.
guys love understanding girls.
guys love shy girls that aren't afraid to initiate when she feels something is wrong with her guy.
we guys are always there at girls' beck and call; but girls, when they are busy, they ignore and dun bother to inform guys, leaving us clueless puzzled - waiting...
some guys take a short time to get angry, some longer, some very very long, but at some point in time, we will. and we want girls to know. yes you girls, appreciate us alright.
Yours sincerely,
guys
we guys have personal mood swings (PMS) too. when we see you complimenting a stranger partnered to you, we get jealous. when we want to be in a same group as you but you get paired to another guy, yes we get jealous too. when we ignore you, we are pretending and in fact want you to care, want you to initiate and want you to tease us for our childishness. and we love it alright. what you girls love, we guys love it too.
guys love attentive girls.
guys love sensitive girls.
guys love understanding girls.
guys love shy girls that aren't afraid to initiate when she feels something is wrong with her guy.
we guys are always there at girls' beck and call; but girls, when they are busy, they ignore and dun bother to inform guys, leaving us clueless puzzled - waiting...
some guys take a short time to get angry, some longer, some very very long, but at some point in time, we will. and we want girls to know. yes you girls, appreciate us alright.
Yours sincerely,
guys
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