probably the last post before alvls

wow, people say as alvls draw closer, they will feel more stressed. but hey, im not feeling the motivation. the inertia to study is so damn high... sigh, what to do???
i think what i need to do is get away from my house to actually study efficiently and effectively pftttt.
rant rant rant!!

why cant i just run away to some island and start up a coconut shop and dance salsa with hawaii clothes
but life goes on, alvls will still arrive, so will ns. no freedom, no choice, no life.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH